Nikko Yap

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Blessed

Seeing and knowing you're nothing to some or to someone, especially seeing they're being nice to others and to those who tried to destroy you... Stay calm and meek inside. 


Blessed is the one who suffers in silence. Heaven knows who to give peace of mind to later.

Real Angel

What happens when someone avoids to hear your story or simply avoids you, or finds a way to reject you, only to find out later this person is partying with the people who are hurting and bullying you?

Don't fret, that's life, it's never fair. But life will, sooner or later, give you who's worth your truth and great personality, someone who isn't scared to be seen with you, this person who will let you wear the crown because you deserved it.

Zombie

Some "zombie" is using it the wrong way moving exactly like a snake. Sun Tzu's Art Of War is never about treachery. 

It's always about fighting with dignity and nobleness.

Trainwreck

No one has the right to call themselves the smartest when the whole world knows you didn't learn from an ugly past and  is continually doomed to repeating it.

Smart is when you know how to have a beautiful life.

True Beauty

This man who has traveled to different parts of this world suddenly told me, a great beauty is one that is recognized not just in your own region or the masses in your country but internationally, you know when she goes  to the great places of North America or Europe, she still look stunningly beautiful and does not look ordinary.

And from that point on, I thought of Aishwarya Rai, Penelope Cruz, Salma Hayek, Eva Longoria, Dawn Zulueta, and Angelina Jolie.

Practice What You Preach

It's disturbing and creepy when someone shouts to any social network the words of God almost everyday, hears mass regularly, goes to a spiritual journey and yet this person wakes up and plan on how to to directly or indirectly insult others whenever this person has a chance, or proudly tell the world about their sexual escapades with different people.

I'd rather be judged at first sight as a snob, cold and opinionated and with less effort prove them wrong later than convince people I am a saint.

Huge Difference

I was brought up by my parents instilling in me to honor any point of difference anywhere I go to or whoever I mingle with. That in itself shows my parents' good breed and class.

One can go shout to the world she's target-shooting or parasailing or traveling outside the country for as long as she wants to when she can afford it and is not stealing money somewhere funding her luxuries in life - respect this diversity.

Another shouts to the world her offensive, rude and rowdy nature to hit out directly or indirectly on someone. Do you expect respect and sympathy?

See the huge difference.

Should Come From Me

When a story or rumor about me, any supposed decision or line from me is leaked or spread or whispered and been told around... Trust that, a truly smart person receiving it should know...

That the validity and truth and version to it should come from my own mouth. Only.

Enough

I had been asked for the millionth time, "What is your beauty secret?", it does not shock me anymore. I only go to a dermatologist when an acne flares up on that time of the month. Topical skin treatments is a temporary solution. Tomato and carrot juice and milk has always been a good supplement. Sunscreen is the magic. However if you lack this one great solution, trust me, you will notice you already looked matronly and wrinkled and haggard in your twenties, imagine yourself as thirty something.

Sleep is the best beauty treatment. Enough sleep, that is.

Her Heart's Paradox

She conceals her heart in places where people don't dare seek. Because they do not want to trace it in places where they think she will not dare go.

The paradox of her life - read the fine prints.

Wise

Why do smart, deep men prefer her instead? Because her mouth is not where her actual mouth is...

Her mouth is in her heart.

Classic Haters

I read this somewhere: "Rumors are carried by haters, spread by fools, and accepted by idiots."  

I say this is a classic truth haters will never realize it's never classy and it's forever disgusting.

His Mystery

She's deemed as dangerous by men. Once a man gets in, there's no way out, even when she leaves him. And his life will never be the same again. But she knows this man she can't read, a man she can't be dangerous to, a man who's sensitive to the thorns engulfing her - her pain, a man she can't corrupt, a man she does not have the courage to break.

Because he has something mysterious in him that scares her.

AND

  Crowned and Cursed